Archive for November, 2010

Today’s the founding date of my “shell” in school for the past almost four years. I have a group of friends around my age in my boarding house during my first year in college, but we kind of split up and only me and my roommate was left for second year. She’s the closest person-student […]


Yes, right?

22Nov10

Went drinking last night with friends. I know my memory fails me more often than not especially when I’m drinking. My brain doesn’t work (of course, I’m exaggerating). 🙂 But after tonight’s drinking, when I was recalling last night’s course of events, things simply get mashed up. Okay. So alcohol does/did affect me. Okay. Just […]


My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk, Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk: ‘Tis not through envy of thy happy lot, But being too happy in thy happiness,— … -Mr. (John) Keats, Ode To A Nightingale


You study for that diploma and to get a good job after graduation. You work to somehow pay back your parents for supporting you until whenever. Then you work to keep yourself alive. But what do you live for? Why do you still live?


I have this feeling that when I write, I almost always talk about my not so joyful situations and thoughts. Yes. Maybe it was so the reason why I labeled my affair with WordPress as an/my outlet. I guess I’m just the type of person that when happy, doesn’t or cannot find the time to […]


I have never been sure of anything in my life today than to be better and do well academically. It’s just exasperating that the one thing I would really want to do now that could make me much better is one thing that doesn’t elicit support. GDDMT. Said I can just study by myself and […]